...في غيابك

ابحث في غيابك الغريب عن بقايا قبلات ....

اشتمها في رائحة صباحات الصيف.... اجلس كما جلست طويلا قبل ان تشرق شمسك على ليلي انتظاري الطويل...

 اجلس كما جلست بأنتظار وجودك العاصف ...

 تحت اغصان شجرة التوت تلك التي طالما ظللت وحدتي اغصانها قبل تحتضني في فيئك حبيبي....

اسمعك في صوت اوراق الكتب التي اقلبها بلا صبر.... بلا عقل....

 عقلي ما عاد ملكي.... واناملي التي طالما كتبتك غادرتني اليك... 

احس بالخيانة..... 

فحواسي تخونني معك.... حتى وانا اشتاقك اكثر منها... 

وليلي غادرني ومضى اليك..... 

احس بالأمل .....

فأنا ما عدت انا....

انني الان امرأة من حياة.... 

امرأة ترقب المستقبل بقلب ينبض بحبك.... 

ترى الحياة كما لم ترها من قبل.... 

في الأنتظار القاسي وجدتك يا لهفي.... ووجدت نفسي.... 

تلك الصناديق التي لطالما ملأتها بأسراري.... 

تنتظرك لتكتشفها بفضول الطفل... 

I am awarmed by the fire..

Of your love everyday So don't call me a liar, Just believe everything that I say ....

Note for self!

"If someone breaks your heart, cry a river,build a bridge, and get over it."

My inspiration…

It’s been sometime since I felt the ability to produce, think, and write….
Even the most intense events and circumstances that usually inspired me somehow, didn’t; it only got me sinking deeper into the cave of dark feelings and thoughts!
Until Last night, when I finally got inspired...
By simply spending a few hours with someone whose road crosses mine only when life brings the two roads together… with no planning from any of us….
His soul nicely surrounds my soul when he’s around…
And I feel different….
In his depth I find light …. That guides me out of my cave… and all of a sudden I feel that my thoughts are like little butterflies that flutter inside my mind…


He’s the short and sweet dose of simplicity, sincerity and joy that life offers me generously every once in a while...

I am grateful …
And Inspired…

She...

has always seen that buried flame of fire …
She knew one day the wind of change will blow again and cast the ashes away, she was never rested…
And she always realized... That she was never safe… and this tiring feeling drained her…

Now… she is paralyzed by fear…
All that she has done... And worked for seems to be worthless, her strength breaks in front of his rage…
The warrior inside her surrendered, and loneliness fills her heart!
All the light in the world… wouldn’t help light the darkness she sees in this moment…
All the smiles won’t help wash her fear away!

Little Happy things...

Looking back in time….

Just about a year ago… I wished to have a car of my own so I can drive to work... And anywhere I wanted to….. Now, I drive to work in my very own Fabia .. Which I love so much....
I believed... dreamed... hoped... worked… and my dream finally came true!