I still don’t know what got to me in the past few weeks or so…
A wave of helplessness flooded my soul, getting up from my bed in the morning felt like the hardest thing… And I am still recovering from the numbness I was feeling….
I felt I lost meaning in everything that seemed important to me, and things I hoped for and believed in doing seemed impossible…
The only good thing that happened was the serious cleaning of all the junk contacts I had, in my phone, on my Facebook, msn, and especially in direct contact. I have done this before, but I realized that they stack up again and again and a seasonal cleaning is always a must…
A few days ago, as the weather was beautiful and sunny, I went out and spent some time in the sun, with a very special friend of mine (it’s amazing what a little time in the sun around a positive person can do to a troubled soul!)…
Things haven’t cleared out completely in mind yet, but I know I am up on my feet again… and ready to get started stronger than ever…
I think that the best thing to give me a stronger push is exercising so I will start a daily morning 30 min jog starting from tomorrow… and will try to write more on the week end…
Thanks for those who supported me… and was there to encourage me …
I love you all…
Having you there for me is a blessing…
11 comments:
Thank god you always have someone special who is there for you :)
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Woohoo! Hayat's got her groove back! I knew you would. You're right to exercise - you will be stronger, both physically and spiritually.
I'm glad you feel better!
we love you too :)
be good life :)
Thanks Yasmina..you are among those who where ther..Love you! :) We still need to do the (sleep over,picnic,and something crazy)! If you remember :)
Zaman 3annak Qabbani..
Marvin.. How sweet are you.. :) Thanks for checking on me all the time.. And for your excitement.. I am excited I am back, I have so much to write about..
Thanks again for being a loyal reader and friend!
Fadi.. the great script writer :) Thanks ..
hope you're feeling better now. :) it's hard and it takes time.. but one day you'll wake up feeling stronger, more positive, and with a great energy to do all that it makes you happy!
:) yes..You are right Dima..
Thanks heaps ;)
im glad u r feeling better...inshallah u will be all better soon....going out and being with good friends is a great help..and exercise does lift u up so go for it:)
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Best wishes girl! I know you can pull it off. This seasonal cleaning will do you wonders :)
Isn't the sun amazing, how just basking in it when the weather is nice changes your mood?!
Hayat, what's better than a warm spring sun and someone to encourage you to go to the gym;)
keep the good work
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