My life & Music....

I had a long week, resulted to a deep frustration on the week end
Bad mood swings, a social mistake… and a very ugly misunderstanding with a nice friend of mine…
Not to mention seven posts sent to the draft folder... And another five lost somewhere in my exhausted mind…
I had an assignment to deliver to my tutor in collage today, and a class to attend…
And since I only have two papers this semester I decided not to miss any more classes…
To leave all my frustration, my bad mood and confusion behind…
Carry my big heavy book… dress up and go to school…
On my way there I was hoping… that my silly flattering teacher… decided to take a break of his silliness.. And focus ONLY on the study material.. And give us more than one page today….
But no way… he only got me more frustrated… talking about EVERYTHING but what's in my heavy book…
He spent exactly 15 mins on a conversation started from the headline in the book "why do we process food" to talking about Falafel sandwiches, and listening to students argue which places make the best falafel sandwiches in Amman… We also had to hear how a girl with a "fake Lebanese accent" thinks that it’s a waste spending time cooking in the kitchen while we can buy everything from the stores, and the teacher who is suppose to be teaching "working with your environment" agree…
The class ended… and I was rushing out... When he stopped me… to say "Sho ya Hayat, adeteha teb3ati masegat"!! (You spent the class playing with your phone texting"
I was shocked... Did he mean the few seconds at the end of the class I spent replying a text msg!!!!!
The only thing I had in mind.. Is how I hated falafel ....
I replied…
" la wallah.. enta elle adet el 7essa te7ki 3an el falafel, fa ma azon enno ra7 3alai she" (you are the one who wasted time talking about falafel, so I don’t think writing that text, I missed much)!!!!
To prove that he is even sillier, and after he realized that it was a mistake that he thought he could actually embarrass me,he started laughing, saying that he just cares about me….
I just walked away without listening to what more he had to say….

Despite the fact that I replied back, and embarrassed him instead of him embarrassing me, I left school more pissed… sad and frustrated…
I was planning to go out… but to make things worst…
Among all days… no one was available… so I just went home…
Sat in my room… with a headache… and few tears in my eyes…

I really didn’t think that anything would change my mood… until I turned on the radio… and this song was playing…

I have heard it before… but somehow it just lifted my mood… and I am still listening to it until this moment… over and over again… it's surprising yet true…
Music and lyrics can change people's lives…
I will go to bed now…. And hope for a better week….